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honesty

by colhér

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brandaodasilva Amazing record. Interesting how new elements keep coming up in each track and it still keeps the vibe of the whole thing: dark and sentimental. Love this as much as I love I'll Try to Be Afraid of Death Forever. Favorite track: passing empty right.
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1.
whats the use of being smart now, you’re probably late you have to say, you never died, you cant relate if you were truly smart youd just be quiet and this is what we all should do theres a difference between your words and you maybe the way to show respect is to avoid all your words and other signs cause if you dont recall: youre hardly ever right this is your chance, this is your chance to understand your mind, your soul, your blinded eyes the world is not a place for you alone, you cant embrace your wills and go on throwing words around as if you knew exactly what you have to say.
2.
and I see that I am well im a lot better i realize that i can tell that im not fine but thats at least normal, natural and it wont stop me from doing my stuff i can still use my time, i can still hit the strings i can kiss the girl i like, i can write and i can sing all of these words and its so comforting to see that ive found the best way to tell someone i love and others just how much i hate but in the end im just lonely and thats the cause of all i am alone in many senses, and thats probably the cause of all i hate thats just probably the cause welcome to the magic land of honesty there are no conventions no basic rules to respect its as if you were alone in your room its as if everyone was dead you can be the butterfly or the fuckin bee you can feed people with your shit feel free, you are free, you are free now
3.
doesnt it upset you that you cant be someone else just to meet yourself I wish you could be me so you could see how possible it is to love you so bad it hurts cause theres a worm growing in your heart, almost as big as the one in mine you will throw it up and hold it in your arms , you’ll say “its yours now, its you!” give it to me, go away, say goodbye and let me say, “i am not afraid of getting blind” and i do need some company inside I GOT IT ALL AND I AM ALL OVER THE PLACE with nothing
4.
i do believe that you are still alive / i havent heard about your death i really think that you are doing fine / its time i bring you down to rest im on my way, breathing the air of the night, its so nice i want to see you cry you deserve much more than a few harsh words, which, by the way, i never told you anyday, so now i wont tell you anything i’ll just kill you good, ill show you some pain satan, come along, lets make someone pray i wont be kissing your anxiety / i wont be jerking off a melody i wont be talking about camus / or any stupid shit you read i’m gonna cut and slash and slit / im gonna bring you back to sleep forever, my darling
5.
and when you said that words are not reliable were you talking about you or were you telling me some kind of philosophy well, what do you think of me? I also like to hide in plain sight please turn my words around suck my tongue and say what its all about lonely is the mind and lonely is the soul but not a single phrase is forgettable between us you eat me when you speak but i also like your postcards i’ll send you one this week
6.
when you cry we all can see youre feeling guilty because you know you should not be so miserable you have a good life and when you try to say youre free we know you bleed because you know you should not be so sure of all you think youre inside but let me help so you can sleep: bring me your honesty you can be true if you just write some lies in songs now tell who you are
7.
no, its not acceptable that you cant drive your car that you cant kiss your love, no matter where you are you shouldnt be so scared, you shouldnt be so scarred you shouldnt have to dress however people want i want us out of this place since long ago and now we’re running out of time I want us free from disgrace and getting old only concerned about the cancer that grows inside our souls and we have planted there without the help of anyone no we dont need another answer we dont want to be told we wanna question everything the mistery is all we know
8.
laugh if you look at the sky you dont know what youre seeing there maybe the light from the stars maybe clouds but whatever you know theres no god, maybe not even some of those stars cause the light takes long to reach our eyes by the time that we see it, it may be already dead just like a few people that you loved just like you and i will someday be just like all your friends and all your family
9.
my life is time, my mind is something pretty well discovered by all the animals inside nothing ever captures what has never left, mostly things are simply there you know me better than you know yourself that just cant be good rebuild your life as if you would just tear it all apart while you keep laying on the ground and getting up can be a little hard but its because you are so tired now... dad, please, kill me, youve done it before, now do it when i ask you to respect my feelings then take my body to my mother, tell her i was saying that my life is time
10.
running against all my sins, all my faults again theres no time to believe in whatever ive created just to be in love. no more disappointments i want to be a cat, i really want to be an animal whatever i want wont be considered cause i am in this place full of doctors and other people like me its not the time for we all to disagree, unfortunately oh i love you all my friends and i just want to help you with my love its not much but its all that i can give to you just like my parents, just like my friends, and everybody else theres nothing they can do to help oh no no no theres nothingan that we are doomed forreveranad forever wqewleill be happyi
11.
i died but i came back to life through your stupidity the way you are Always looking at your own reflection the way you contradict yourself without intention you think you are the Youth of wisdom but you are just a middle class student with a few books read and a lot of drugs inside your head your retarded way to be someone brought me back to life thank you but I, well i know we are fine cause you and i we are only alive because we got each other, i clung to you my brother let me tell you, you were never really here theres no land of honesty in fact, theres no honesty at all true or false, its just a point of view you can try to feel good about yourself but you cannot control what other people think of you

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everything done by rafael escobar
from august, 2018 to february 2019

there is no honesty

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released February 6, 2019

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colhér Porto Alegre, Brazil

rafael escobar, porto alegre, brazil

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